There are Lovers or Fighters

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You're either a lover or a fighter in this world, and you do get an option to be both. I'm a fighter that would like to love, but have always had difficulties with finding someone. I think I was born into that role and have had a difficult dilemma ever since. Where I live and how I live, there's no need to fight, but I can't abandon the role. So what do I fight without a clear target? Laws exist that prevent me from fighting people, and structure prevents me from fighting the top without serious retaliation, so I am left with a warring mind with no targets. Of course, I can fight battles on mental fields, but there is no one there to honor me. There is no strength there that gets me ahead here, and I can't love falsely just to do so, because it will be a lie. So I'm left with little options, my fight flows into a battle of intelligence. After all, I have adapted the style of a berserker in the past and that resulted in misfortune and chaos, and being physical isn't helpful with the restrictions, so what other options are there? Of course, I have my targets, but they are unlikely to budge even with one's best dedication. Some times this world isn't very nice to its inhabitants.