So Tired

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My life is lonely ever since I came back here in my hometown. My 10 years of stay in Manila is like forever. It's my HOME. I was born in hometown. Stayed here for 22 years but it's nothing compared to my life in Manila. Coming back here last August was a big regret. I miss my friends, my work, my dog, my house, my things, me deciding, my children doing what they want to do, me controlling, etc. I can't do any of those now because I'm staying with my relatives. It's hard on my part including my kids to move around. We couldn't be happier. We are like puppets. I feel like I am. I feel like a stranger. I hope time would come that I can have this much money, enough for us to move back. Enough for us to have our own life again. I'm praying that that time would come soon.