The Unlucky One

By Joan
Philippines
February 15, 2016 3:22am CST
I have been a good child since I was a kid. From school to home and then home to school kiddo. I do have friends and wouldn’t stay late at night just to have beers and colleagues. I grew up with respect, dignity, faith and hard-work. I prefer to stay at home, doing what makes me keep busy. I don’t failed at classes, I study, I don’t make cutting classes, I let my father pick me up at school rather than going home by myself. But things are different now. And it seems it wasn’t fair for me that I was in my middle aged group. I take eligibility exams, I fail, I work beyond working hours but it didn’t paid off, my partner whom I’m expecting to be my adviser, my supporter is treating me like a trash. I am a mom, I have two kind-hearted kids, I don’t have a stable job, and I really don’t know what’s happening to me… I don’t know where to start and what to do.
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4 responses
@rashkhan (142)
• Delhi, India
2 Mar 16
First of all, cheer up. Every minute in life is too precious and should not be wasted in blaming your fate for something that goes wrong in your life. I believe in staying optimistic, positive thinking attracts positivity in life. People don't always get what they wish for in life, but if they have faith, something better awaits them always. So my dear friend wait for your sunrise, after every dark night, morning is evident.
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@scheng1 (24650)
• Singapore
15 Feb 16
You are living too much for others, and not for yourself. Tell your spouse that you want to go out to work, and to widen your circle of friends. As for children, if they are old enough to take care of themselves, let them be. If not, put them in childcare.
@louievill (28851)
• Philippines
15 Feb 16
Never ever brand yourself as unlucky otherwise that will set in your subconscious mind and that is what you will become, think of it only as temporary setback and life is a wheel, you won't be under forever. Continue trusting God and see how it changes for the better though sometimes we have to wait in his time not ours.
@Lucky15 (37346)
• Philippines
15 Feb 16
maybe God has a better plan for you