Wrinkled Air ...

My published book, I Cry For Tommy (my son)
@GrannyGee (3517)
Louisburg, North Carolina
March 5, 2016 6:03am CST
I was sitting outside on the porch looking down to the pond. I could see the horse drinking the cold water from it. The sky was blue, clouds fluffier than fluffy-white. It was a beautiful day. My cellphone rang, I looked quickly at the caller ID, ready to silence it if it was a number I didn't recognize. Telemarketers had somehow got hold of my number, they were becoming a nuisance. It was Skip, my husband. While we were talking, I was looking down at the pond ... sky, clouds. I was relaxed ... the sunny day was helping me with my grief. I had lost my son a few months ago. I needed the light to keep the darkness away. I sat forward quickly ... I began to mess up my words to Skip because of what I saw. Skip! You aren't going to believe what I am seeing! The very fabric of the air had begun to shimmer, wrinkle up in front of me. I was on the porch in my chair ... the air it was happening at was outside the porch ... about 6 feet away. Oh Skip! I watched the air wrinkle as if an unseen hand was trying to pull it apart like a curtain. I said, "Tommy!" Skip knew what I meant. I knew it was Tommy! He never did appear ... and the air began to smooth back out in that spot ... I could see through it as it happened ... how can you describe ... wrinkled air? Strange things have happened in my lifetime ... if I didn't see them to know it was true, it'd be hard to believe. I know what I saw ... and I know it was ... my son, Tommy. This was the day the very air wrinkled in front of my eyes ... only in one spot ... as if Tommy would open the fabric of air, pull it back ... step out to speak to me. I wouldn't have been surprised at all. I know ... things happen. He didn't step out ... I was sitting on the edge of the chair ... peering with all my might to see him. I didn't see him ... I didn't hear him. I only saw the wrinkled air.
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@Juliaacv (56354)
• Canada
5 Mar 16
That is amazing, I have felt our daughter's presence a few times since she passed.
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@GrannyGee (3517)
• Louisburg, North Carolina
5 Mar 16
I understand very well. Sometimes, I feel Tommy standing nearby ... he was 6' 3" ... I am 5' 2" ... I can feel him smiling and have the feeling he is going to take his big, gentle hand to tousle my hair. He loved to do that. Whenever I boil eggs ... he always showed up magically ... and always asked for one. I would always tell him to eat as many as he would like ... and have the shells already removed. I have looked around in the kitchen fully expecting him ... to be there. He hasn't been. :)
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@Juliaacv (56354)
• Canada
5 Mar 16
@GrannyGee I saw our daughter one year when I was doing up our Christmas cards. I walked past the (spare) bedroom, that would have been hers, and there was this beautiful light, with the most angelic-like person standing there, about as tall as she would have been at that age. I felt calm and at peace and so very happy. You have to have experienced something like that so believe.
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@GrannyGee (3517)
• Louisburg, North Carolina
5 Mar 16
@Juliaacv I've experienced enough in my life that I do understand. I do believe.
@moffittjc (128837)
• Gainesville, Florida
5 Mar 16
So sorry to hear about your loss of Tommy. But hearing your story also has brought a sense of hope. I believe it was Tommy. I believe! The photo in this post...did you write a book? If so, can it still be purchased?
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@moffittjc (128837)
• Gainesville, Florida
6 Mar 16
@GrannyGee Thank you for providing the link!
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@GrannyGee (3517)
• Louisburg, North Carolina
6 Mar 16
Yes, I wrote the book in the photo when I was really in the throes of grieving. I can't even begin to remember what I wrote now. I have a copy that I can't bring myself to open ... I can't do it. That book is where I released my grief, pain. You can purchase it on Amazon.com ... this is the link: I'm not at all trying to sell my book ... in fact, it never mattered if it sold or not ... it was my way of always remembering him. I have copyrights from the Library of Congress on my 3 books ... whether they sell or not, doesn't matter. The next book I write ... it will matter :) Don't think I'm trying to sell my book ... I'm not :) If you hadn't asked, I'd never put the link here :)
www.amazon.com/-/e/B00BNKPW72
@TheHorse (238342)
• Walnut Creek, California
6 Mar 16
Nice writing. Good description.
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@GrannyGee (3517)
• Louisburg, North Carolina
6 Mar 16
Thank you for commenting and letting me know. It means so much to me.