Writing challenge day 3: My first kiss/love

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It's kind of funny to post about my first love and my first kiss. But since it's part of the challenge I'm going to have to. I'm not one to love or get emotionally attached romantically to people often. I mean sure the whole I can develop crushes, but it's almost like weird. I hardly remember if I truly had a first love or it happened when I met my husband about 6 years ago. While there were people I'd date, but I never felt the connection of "love" which I actually know the reason behind that now, in which I won't fully get into. If I don't want to put it in the same place as "first love" but if it wasn't my husband, it was a friend of mine, that I kind of had a little more than what I felt was more than a friend. He was originally a friend of a friend, we only physically hung out a half dozen times, but at the same time we had a cool connection. We both seemed to be interested in each other (I think but it never went anywhere). As for my first kiss, I know it's going to sound awful, but I was probably about 7 or 8. I had you know the typical little girl school girl crush on the boy who lived down the road from me. I was walking home from school one day and I do remember (though my memory is hazy) that he pushed me first than tried to kiss me. But if we go into a first kiss that I actually anticipated, I was 18, and he was just a friend and such a random time at that. I oddly don't have many love or kiss memories. While I think to myself that I have that side, to be more affectionate I'm not..