mad because i keep getting trashed and just let it go

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so on facebook, my two oldest put photos up today. haven't seen each other for about 20yrs. all well and good if I didn't feel he might be trashing me behind my back. for years I tried to get them to talk on the phone and keep up with each other. but they would say nasty , not nice things about each other just to me. Suddenly after all that time, they are bestest friends. I don't know why I am so furious about it. doesn't make sense. First of all maybe because when I was talking to her the other day she said my big brothers the best. he did nothing wrong. rest of the family seems to realize hes a bit of a jerk. anyway, later my youngest here came home from work and when I told her what her sister said she told me that is because he told others that he went 7 yrs. without a woman because of me and now it is the daughters turn I am with now. which is a BIG lie. not my fault he had no woman to stay. oh well. ones who have known me a while here knows what I am talking about. so maybe that is why I am not liking the smiling faces on face book of them. I must be a bad mom. Just trying to figure it out. guess I do need therapy psychologically. lol So I refrained from calling them out on FB. are you one of those that call people out on FB where they know you? so many do.