Love her, Love her not...

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Hey guys, this is not just a situation, but is my real life. Its about this girl, and you know how girls can make you fall in love just like magic. But this was different, I met her 2 years ago, and we kind of became friends, and as time progressed we became better friends. Eventually, there came a time when we were extremely close and used to talk on the phone for hours. Finally, I realised that I have feelings for her and got some courage to tell her. And to my surprise she sort of knew that, she said that she could tell it by the way I talk and look at her. That made me fall for her even more. She reciprocated my affection and we started dating. We did so for a while but I don't know for some reason it started to feel different after a while. She was different, after she had started college, well we both had, but still, she seemed really different, she had gotten some attitude and she started starting fights for no reason at all, but then she would suddenly get better and be the best girlfriend ever. But I could not take it anymore so we broke up. But, that doesn't mean I didnt still love her. Whenever we met, at parties or through mutual friends, there is still something between us, the spark between us never died. I Still believe that , but I don't know what to do. I feel helpless of sorts. She's the only thing that I want, but I just can't have her. She's the only thing I need, but I just can't have her. Any suggestions guys?