Bipolar Disorder...it's genetic...

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So, I was always afraid that one of my children would develop bipolar disorder, and now all three of my teenagers are exhibiting symptoms. Last night my oldest son was texting me with things he wanted to buy with his graduation money, and this morning he called really early because he needed help withdrawing the money. When he came over, I suggested that he might be manic. He smiled at me and said he has suspected that he was bipolar for "awhile now". I told him that I knew he didn't like expressing his feelings, but there isn't a feeling he will ever feel that I haven't experienced. We are both in manic cycles right now, which is good, because I know I can help him through it. It made me realize that there is a chance that I have passed on this genetic monster to all six of my kids, which is scary, but also made me realize that, even in my darkest of moments, I have to fight so that they don't have to walk this road alone. When I was their age I had no idea what was wrong with me, and felt so alone and scared. I didn't know how to balance this manic happiness and anxiety with the suicidal depression. Writing helps me, both fiction and non. I love my kids so much, and my heart hurts for their upcoming struggles, but I will always make sure they are never alone...