Lovesickness

"I walk down memory lane, look at his pictures and listen to sad music in the first stadium, then I listen to more funny tunes and think to myself 'you didn't even deserve me' and then I start to realize what has happened and am being sad again." ( eat bad, drink... and so on... in the first stadium ) ...call friends, meet new friends, talk a lot with them, discover that life still goes on and you're not the only one and you're not lonely... ... memories are often more beautiful than reality... we need to live for reality! " ....Inside my heart is breaking My make-up may be flaking But my smile still stays on. Whatever happens, I'll leave it all to chance Another heartache, another failed romance On and on, does anybody know what we are living for? I guess I'm learning, I must be warmer now I'll soon be turning, round the corner now Outside the dawn is breaking But inside in the dark I'm aching to be free The show must go on The show must go on Inside my heart is breaking My make-up may be flaking But my smile still stays on My soul is painted like the wings of butterflies Fairytales of yesterday will grow but never die I can fly - my friends... " ___The Queen - The show must go on___