I miss my mania...but I can do this...

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My mania is clearly gone, and I'm suffering from the crash. However, I am still trying to do little bit everyday to try and achieve the goals that I have set for myself. I am so tired. I feel so heavy, and am having a hard time staying motivated. Today I felt absolutely horrible. I know I will feel better after my little girl is born, but that feels like ages away, although it could be as early as the end of next month. I want to feel more productive. There are so many things I need to do for my family...perhaps even for myself. I need a vacation. Need to find a home first.