Struggles may make you bend but it is not yet the end

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Feelings unexplained.. My Head is aching as if it is going to explode... Its seems like something is continuously pounding, ripping deep into my heart tearing me apart.. Tears are racing down into my cheeks.. It has been almost a week.. When will this all end? Will it end? Holiday cheers is coming yet series of unfortunate events are happening.. All things are falling.. one by one.. Career.., Love.., Life.. Seems like they were not giving me a break.. Oh please give me a break! I am looking every where for someone I could turn to but there's no one there. Something covers me, hiding me from everyone. I feel like I am being swallowed by the sea, in a vortex, and I am struggling to swim out. Help! I wanted to get out! My spine is aching.. I am not cold but i am shivering.. I closed my eyes and darkness is everywhere.. Is this the end? Just when I closed my eyes i saw light.. this light comes with a shrieking sound.. "mommy!!!" I listened.. then I gasped.. My precious tyke with her dad.. I almost forgot what I still got! This time now is a different pain.. I don't know how to explain but I know it is different.. Even if I still feel so much pain i know i can endure it.. With the help of the Light from above and from the ones I love. It will take time to mend but I know it is not yet the end.