A Reunion I didn't Want
By AmberLynn
@ScribbledAdNauseum (104615)
United States
February 19, 2017 10:37pm CST
I know it is rude to stare but I can't help it. I just keep trying to figure out why they are here and what it is I did to deserve this. Then I don't understand why it's so dusty in here and kept so dark.
I've not been in this room in ages. I almost forgot it even existed. It was used as a bedroom at one time, then a means of storage. The storage was cleared out but nothing else ever made of it so it's dank and very cold in here.
I look from the woman I was staring at to the man who sits on the other side of the table from me. He has a bandage on his hand and a grimace on his face. It's clear to see he is in pain but he is trying to hide it.
You might think that's why he's hardly speaking, but the pain isn't what's keeping his tongue. No, he just doesn't know what to say. Nor do I.
He's pleased to be here, atleast that makes one of us. I don't know why they are here, nor do I want them here. Is that rude? I mean the man is my father and the woman across the room is my cousin.
What is the definition of a man who you've hardly seen in years? Clearly not father. He seems to hold himself to that title though and so I won't begrudge him the right.
I just won't tell him that I've not thought of him as one since I turned 14.
He clears his throat and finally speaks up. "So, I wanted to spend time with you."
I sigh inwardly.
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This story has elements of truth to it. It is still a piece of fiction, and a means for me to express my feelings towards a man whom I've never truly known.
Take from it what you will.
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Do you know your own Father?
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@katsmeow1213 (28716)
• United States
20 Feb 17
Nope, never met him.. All I have to go on is a name, which is extremely common so I can't look him up, and I'm told he looks a bit like Elton John, so I'm thankful I look more like my mother!
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@katsmeow1213 (28716)
• United States
21 Feb 17
@ScribbledAdNauseum I guess if I knew him, I probably wouldn't want to. I don't want to know my real mother, I stopped speaking to her years ago. I can't imagine any man that would be with her would be worth knowing.
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@ScribbledAdNauseum (104615)
• United States
21 Feb 17
It's interesting to see how many of us really don't know our father's, or don't want to know our fathers for whatever reason. Sure some cases are sad, some are horrible, but the number of people who just don't know who their father is (or even mother) is astounding.

@ScribbledAdNauseum (104615)
• United States
20 Feb 17
That sounds a lot like my own father. I don't known about the being faithful part of it. I do know that he was always angry, or appeared to be angry.
I think now that I am older I can somewhat understand his attitudes. I still don't know him very well, and perhaps never will.
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@Poppylicious (11134)
• United Kingdom
20 Feb 17
I know him. But we are estranged.
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@ScribbledAdNauseum (104615)
• United States
20 Feb 17
My father only pops up on holidays. He messaged me at Christmas and I messaged him back. I can't remember his exact birth date but am racking my brain for it now.
We may be estranged, and I may have no interest in having a relationship with my father, but I won't be so mean as to not acknowledge him on his birthday.
@workathomefan (8957)
• Prairieville, Louisiana
20 Feb 17
I grew up with my father and my mother and father have been married all my life and even 5 almost 6 years before I was born.My parents married September 8,1972.
@ScribbledAdNauseum (104615)
• United States
20 Feb 17
My parents never married. For several years of my life I was under the impression they were married. It wasn't until a conversation where I was taught what "half siblings" meant that I was also told my father and mother were not married.
I wouldn't say it was any different than a family with parents who were married though.




