All the Time in the World
By RasmaSandra
@RasmaSandra (97912)
Daytona Beach, Florida
September 18, 2017 12:27pm CST
All the carefully built brick walls I have wrapped myself up in cracked today. One was a song I heard by Louis Armstrong that strongly made me realize that I really wish my husband had all the time in the world and that his passing had not been the turn of fate and that we cannot account for any of our tomorrows.
The second reason for the sadness today was the very grey and dreary day with rain just pouring down as if all of the heavens were crying. It made me realize that I needed more time to really pull myself together and that if we could have sunny days until at least mid-October I might just pull through alright.
Do rainy days and certain songs make you feel like raining too?
Questo brano fa parte di una mia collezione "privata" condivisa al solo scopo di divertimento con amici e/o con quanti abbiano piacere di ascoltare. E' regis...
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@CinnamonGrl (7086)
• Santa Fe, New Mexico
18 Sep 17
I am one of those strange people who likes that kind of weather better. We are coming off a long, very hot summer when there were many wildfires in the area. We were lucky to not be personally affected, but it's always a worry. I get depressed in the summer here! I am so sorry you are going through such sadness. Losing your partner is so hard to cope with. I hope you can get a sunny day soon. Maybe you can escape into a funny movie or a good book? Not a permanent solution, but maybe a distraction from the weather. Wishing all the best for you.
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@RasmaSandra (97912)
• Daytona Beach, Florida
20 Sep 17
Thank you @CinnamonGirl I do watch favorite movies at night before bed and today is somewhat better since the sun is shining.
@silvermist (19701)
• India
20 Sep 17
I see that you are sad and with reason.Good that the sunshine helps you feel a little lighter.This song always brings to my mind the James Bond movie On Her Majesty's Secret Service.
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@RasmaSandra (97912)
• Daytona Beach, Florida
20 Sep 17
That is where I first heard this song @silvermist
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@lovinangelsinstead21 (36847)
• Pamplona, Spain
18 Sep 17
You are bound to feel down and sad any given day of the week Sandra.
We all feel like that for one reason or another.
I still think of my babies sometimes too not very often but it can get to me if I let it which I don´t.
Louis Armstrong was such a great Singer I see skies of blue and clouds of white, the bright blessed day the dark sacred night and so on.
I often sing that too but it makes me happy so I hope it makes you happy too even if its just for a minute a big hug to you and that gorgeous Sid the Cat.
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@lovinangelsinstead21 (36847)
• Pamplona, Spain
20 Sep 17
@RasmaSandra
Mine is a Dog and he does that too give me dirlty looks all the time as he can be quite moody.
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@RasmaSandra (97912)
• Daytona Beach, Florida
20 Sep 17
Thank you and hugs to you too @lovinangelsinstead21 just checked on Sid. He gave me a dirty look for disturbing his peace sleeping in a cupboard 
Much better today as the sun is shining.
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@arthurchappell (44941)
• Preston, England
19 Sep 17
Buddy Holly's Raining In My Heart for me
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@RasmaSandra (97912)
• Daytona Beach, Florida
20 Sep 17
Yes, that is a favorite too @arthurchappell
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@1creekgirl (44560)
• United States
18 Sep 17
I'm so sorry, Sandra. I can understand how gloomy days and certain songs can make you miss your husband even more. I don't have really any good advice, but I'll pray that God will comfort your spirit.
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@RasmaSandra (97912)
• Daytona Beach, Florida
20 Sep 17
Thank you @1creekgirl much better today with the sunshine.
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@BloggerDi (3121)
• United States
18 Sep 17
I understand. Sunny days almost always help me feel better, even more so if I have been feeling sad for awhile.
I'm so sorry about the loss of your husband. Please be patient and kind with yourself during this time of grief.
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@RasmaSandra (97912)
• Daytona Beach, Florida
20 Sep 17
Thank you @BloggerDi today is already better with sunshine. We had a long history of 20+ years.
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