I am not afraid to die?

@JChooo (59)
Guangzhou, China
January 22, 2018 8:17pm CST
Guys, I wonder if you get annoyed if I going to talk about the DEATH But this word has been trouble me for a long long long time, since I was about ten. Ten? why? I was doing very well at school, living in a harmonious family, getting along well with classmates. But why this word DEATH came to me ? DEATH? It just came when I was taking a shower, and then I was drawing blanks, I don't konw how long it kepts, but when I out of the blanks, the water got cold. The later days, it cames to me once in a while. I realized that one day death must be. And I will out of this world forever forever forever......................... Those days, I enjoyed the sun and terrified the arrival of the darks. I've never told anyone about this, until today, I am 21. And now I am listening STAN, a song of Eminem.
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• Philippines
23 Jan 18
When it's your time then its your time. I wish when that time came I would have peace with myself.
@Dorag956 (268)
23 Jan 18
Yeah we all go through asking ourselves that question. I would say its better to accept the facts one day it will be our last sadly and you dont know when it will be. Ive accepted it even tho I am afraid I know its just part of life. By the way I like that song stan good song