Guilt And Pain Of The Past

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Havre De Grace, Maryland
March 31, 2018 4:30am CST
I had a friend for 15 years I basically grow up with them and them when we got older we decided to be together.At first it was really good but as most couple it had its up and downs. I was older A bit more serious about life and the way I wanted them a basically I told her that. Maybe she wasnt ready for that but we still stayed together she was there for me when my mother died I did love her but on christmas eve she died I blame myself because I was supposed to be watching out her but this night he had a spat and went to bed mad and said hateful things I cant take them back and this haunts me even day that I cant say sorry.
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@mlgen1037 (29882)
• Manila, Philippines
31 Mar 18
I am sorry. Sometimes, we realize what we have when they are gone.
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@Berrygal (5834)
31 Mar 18
True there
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• Havre De Grace, Maryland
31 Mar 18
i do I do every single day and im sorry its to late
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@mlgen1037 (29882)
• Manila, Philippines
31 Mar 18
@William21001 aw I feel you. I know someone who does feel the same as you but the difference is that the girl he loves is still alive.
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@rheicel (7065)
• Philippines
2 Apr 18
I'm sorry for your loss. I know it's too late to say sorry but the only thing you can do is pray for her and true prayers you can ask for forgiveness I know she's still listening to you.
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• Havre De Grace, Maryland
2 Apr 18
thanks you my friend and i pray every day
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• Havre De Grace, Maryland
4 Apr 18
@rheicel thanks
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@rheicel (7065)
• Philippines
3 Apr 18
@William21001 That's good to hear my friend. Have a blessed day.
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@maezee (41985)
• United States
2 Apr 18
Im sorry for your loss. That cant be easy. Just try not to blame yourself.
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• Havre De Grace, Maryland
2 Apr 18
its hard not to blame yourself when you did something wrong
@franxav (14597)
• India
31 Mar 18
Forgive yourself, we humans make mistakes, sometimes terrible mistakes. We can't be forever blaming ourselves for the things that happened. Past is past, live in present looking forward to make future better.
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• Havre De Grace, Maryland
31 Mar 18
it hurts i tried but it sucks
@Berrygal (5834)
31 Mar 18
Sorry about that, just try to forget it
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• Havre De Grace, Maryland
31 Mar 18
not that easy its a part of life