A Positive Person Breaks Down, Too

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Yes, today is not the best day for me. I did not go to meet my client yesterday, the one with the dogs. I was getting ready yesterday. I mapquest the address. Most of you know that I don't have a car, so taking my bike is an hour to get there. Lyft is $15 one way. I will get $11 an hour for the job. Pushing through with the job will hurt me financially. They still want me, though. I will let them know as soon as I get a new car, and I will. My regular job still hasn't called me. I assumed that they will not call me anymore? Why? So I cannot claim for unemployment benefits? Why so hard on me? My rent is past due. No car. My washer is not working. I had to wash the blankets manually. I am SORE, yet I need to get going. I cannot give up. No one will do it for me. I was crying like a baby this morning because I feel like the world is against me. I am not a bad person nor ill-mannered individual, but this is happening to me?