So Sorry

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I know...I know I have been off of here for a minute and it kind of sucked because I had a lot going on. I am working on a few stories here and there, but football as surfaced and is keeping my attention too. I studied for the social worker test and as many of you know I failed. I am going to try again in 6 months. I am here to mostly vent at the moment because some things were said to me that I really didn't like. I am going to prove that person wrong along with everyone else. You know people that talk about you and supposed to love you but wish the worse on you is horrible and it only makes me stronger to show that I can do what you are telling me I can't. I am not some doll that you can control when you want to or throw off to the side when you are bored. I don't want to name names, but I have been arguing with this person all night because of this and now I have a hard time sleeping, so later today I may actually get some sleep or some meditation done in my book so I can feel better for myself and no one else. I had a friend reassure me that I am not alone and that she is there to help me no matter what. We live far away but I think of her as a sister and she loves to help me and keep me calm. I am so used to someone not listening to me or wanting to do what I want to do for the sake of saving a relationship that it is coming to the fact that I am about to give up all hope, but I have God on my side and right now it seems he is not letting me because he has a plan for us and I hope that one day things change and they realize that they need me as much as I need them. FYI: I will start making my own little name tags for my photos. This one will be for when I am on a rant day or having a really bad migraine like I am now. I am going to make some and add them to my chrome book so they can be used.