PTSD and BPD / myLot

Escondido, California

December 9, 2018 1:26am CST

Curiosity here..... Does anyone have this or these two? These two together really really suck. This present together makes you not like people, don't have friends, can't stand around more than 4 people in your private space. Just because you don't have bullets going over your head doesn't mean you can't get PTSD. My gift from getting abuses since I was 5 until 19 when I went off to the Marine Corps. And just to let you all know this is not a post to make you thank me for my service. You guys can thank me all you want. The thing is I would do it again. What are your thoughts on this? About 900mg of Gabapentin to chill me out is so much fun.

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Christina Ladanger

@Ladanger (14575)

• United States

9 Dec 18

So i have agoraphobia and i feel the same way were i can't stand people. I am very introverted. It is easier for me to socialize online than in person. I also get panick attacks if i am around to many people. I have a phobia of being in closed spaces with people. I take paroxetine.

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ShannyBananny

@shaggin (74270)

• United States

9 Dec 18

@Ladanger that has to be so hard to deal with. I am so sorry

Do you know what caused your agoraphobia?

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ShannyBananny

@shaggin (74270)

• United States

9 Dec 18

@Ladanger that's so terrible you had to go trough that and now it has caused this. It's to bad you couldn't have been homeschooled.

Christina Ladanger

@Ladanger (14575)

• United States

9 Dec 18

@shaggin thank you and it was alot of stress in school. Being bullied etc. So now it's like people cause my anxiety. It triggers it.

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scarlet_woman

@scarlet_woman (23463)

• United States

9 Dec 18

i have ptsd but not the other.i can't sleep in total silence because of it.

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Keith

@keefers (19)

• Escondido, California

9 Dec 18

Ya on top of those 2 I have also Nighterrors. Means, I swing, march, jump, twitch while your sleeping. It is so much fun. This was my gift to me when I was a little guy for getting beat.

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ShannyBananny

@shaggin (74270)

• United States

9 Dec 18

What is BPD? I have never been around any wars thankfully but I suffered from PTSD for many many years after watching my childrens father die. I can't even imagine how much worse it would be what veterans go trough. I can't stand the thought of how much they must suffer it makes my heart ache so bad. I am so sorry you have to go through this. Even though you do not want thanks I want to thank you anyway. You are brave and amazing!

Keith

@keefers (19)

• Escondido, California

9 Dec 18

BPD=Borderline Personality Disorder. Much appreciated. But, like I said I would serve my country again if I could but too old now. So, all that stomping on our flag and kneeling at football games lets not go there. It ticks me off to see disrespect like that.

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Keith

@keefers (19)

• Escondido, California

9 Dec 18

Borderline personality disorder Borderline personality disorder (BPD), also known as an emotionally unstable personality disorder (EUPD), is a long-term pattern of abnormal behavior characterized by unstable relationships with other people, unstable sense of self and unstable emotions. Here is true definition.

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Keith

@keefers (19)

• Escondido, California

9 Dec 18

@keefers doesn't surprise me I am on my 3rd wife, which whom I think is my soulmate. My first and second wives cheated on me and both lasted 2 years each. My wife and I just celebrated our 11th anniversary.

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