Broken

@Merliva (3540)
San Marino
January 4, 2019 5:01am CST
I kept dying, I kept trying, You tell me that you love me, But I don't believe it, trusting? No one who steps into my life, I will not suffer heartbreak anymore, You can't put my pieces together, my pass? haunt's me, Torn apart, It's all for nothing, I have no one to relate to, Just friends that I once knew, Who can I talk to? No one, Am alone, Helping others, Forgetting about yourself, They don't love me, Broken promises, Threats, No one understands me, Am lost, Am confused, Am losing faith, I know am a problem, another level, I don't like you, Won't pretend to, I cannot ignore this, No one could truly love me, I was there for you, Now I don't give a dam no more, Your words? Don't mean nothing, Been hurt over and over, I tried, The love I have for you? It's dead, How much tears I gotta shed? Now am numb, piece of it, finally said, No one is really different, So I kept my distance, Still lost, I know what I feel, Don't worry, You can't relate, You think am happy? I don't even wanna breathe, I have a dream mix with a nightmare, I keep it real, This is how I feel, I hope you can see, Never wanted this to happen to me, Everyone is a fake, Who put me in this place? No one but me, Loving myself? It's what I need most, I never got help, Everyone ignored me, The more I try, The less I feel, Even though I try to hide this pain, Lost touch of the real me, Can't fake it no more, Tried to change? But it's the same as before, I need a sign,time,... Never mind am fine, Can't ever let go of this, What's a smile? Am so emotional, I need help, Sick and tired of being sick of life, Felt betrayal, Left high and dry, It's so hard for me to love now, Done so much, Trying to find happiness,
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@Happy2BeMe (99353)
• Canada
4 Jan 19
Wow so very powerful and emotional.
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@Merliva (3540)
• San Marino
4 Jan 19
Thanks so much ...you motivate me to write more
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@Happy2BeMe (99353)
• Canada
5 Jan 19
@Merliva that is good. I would love to read more
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@Merliva (3540)
• San Marino
6 Jan 19
@Happy2BeMe soon I promise
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