3:00 AM Migraine and it Sucks

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Well, I get this basically every day and I can't sleep or my kids are not feeling good and they can't sleep. They decided to do their little sleepover in our room so i decided to go in the living room and this is where I am now. they are now in their room sleep and I don't know if I am going back in the room. I may just stay in the living room. I am sure he feels great in the bed by himself right now lol. What turned into five minutes turned into a full three hours haha. So I just was like in and out in the living room in the recliner or on the couch. I may just sleep in the living room for tonight since it is like almost 3:00 AM Anyway. I am just trying to sleep and I can't so it's just been me sitting here writing, coloring and tying to everyone that is up right now. I love my family and I am so happy that they are happy but I want to be happy again. I cry all the time because these migraines are taking over everything in my life. I can't explain how I feel or how my try and tell them what I am going through but it is like speaking another language. I am hoping that my meds help and that my diffuser necklace helps as well. I want to be happy again and play with my kids and be happier. I mean there are moments I have my fun moments, but at times it can be so much hell and terrible like you want to bang your head against the wall or something or lay in the be all day. Alright, I am done talking your heads off more stories soon and it will be called Jasmine's Journal I. I will write out a prologue soon and add it on here over the weekend since kids don't have school Monday I hope to have it done today if my Migraine can ease up a little bit. I will only do just the prologue because 'The mysterious figure is just about done so that should be done this week and then another story Jasmine's Journal I" will be Next and I am sure you will like it. This one will be something you can add so if you want to contribute I am all ears for Jasmine and she will be Sixteen years old and a four-part book. if you want you can send me a pm before I start writing if you would like. Thanks in advance