(My Schizophrenia) The Acceptance of Schizophrenic

@simplfred (20641)
Philippines
May 30, 2019 4:39pm CST
Things haven't got better Those clowns turned into ghost and beside me seems they were forever I've started smoking, taking marijuana and cocaine Might help me get out from those faces, that really hunts my brain I've drunk a lot of wine, for them to my head be lost Relieve me for a while, but really I'm getting worst Lately, I've realized that I did have this cursed My head can't take it anymore, seems going to burst This is not what I've craved But to the stars might be already been engraved A fate that no one could ever delete I am so very wrong thinking that I belonged to the elite They're coming in numbers pushing me to the edge I ended up looking for a gun... a rope... a blade... written: July 31, 2014 @ 7:00 pm PH Time Mysterious Aries
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Jennifer
@LovingMyBabies (85923)
• Valdosta, Georgia
30 May 19
I'm so sorry if these were ever your feelings. I hope you are better now and you know that you're here for a purpose and there is an amazing God that loves you!
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Jennifer
@LovingMyBabies (85923)
• Valdosta, Georgia
30 May 19
@simplfred You're welcome. I'm here if you ever need to talk.
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Frederick Espiritu
@simplfred (20641)
• Philippines
30 May 19
@LovingMyBabies Yeah, Actually, this quite a book of stuff that I've made five years ago but somehow it reflects myself in a way then... Right now, I think I am tracking the much lighter road... But really, thank you, I appreciate it...
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Frederick Espiritu
@simplfred (20641)
• Philippines
30 May 19
Thank you for the inspirational message...
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CarolDM
@CarolDM (203396)
• Nashville, Tennessee
30 May 19
This is a very disturbing post. I hope you are ok, if this is about you.
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Frederick Espiritu
@simplfred (20641)
• Philippines
30 May 19
Thank you for the care, my friend... This is more a fictional story but sometimes I've to admit some instances are closer me, especially then...
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CarolDM
@CarolDM (203396)
• Nashville, Tennessee
30 May 19
@simplfred It is a scary issue you are addressing. Take care of yourself.
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Frederick Espiritu
@simplfred (20641)
• Philippines
30 May 19
@CarolDM I am much more on the positive side now, my friend.... Thank you...
Danna B.
@db20747 (43419)
• Washington, District Of Columbia
31 May 19
These visions will drive one crazy!! He must fight it every step of the way!!
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Frederick Espiritu
@simplfred (20641)
• Philippines
31 May 19
I agree, my friend...
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Cait Tallon
@skydream (1445)
• Agate, Colorado
30 May 19
Hey I just read this and I hope you're okay. I think the poem is well written but really sad especially the end and I hope its more fiction than how you feel, but if it is how you feel im here if you need to talk to someone
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Frederick Espiritu
@simplfred (20641)
• Philippines
31 May 19
I think this is much a portrayal... Thank you, so much... I appreciate your concern...
Diana
@dya80dya (36805)
•
30 May 19
This poem is sad.
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Frederick Espiritu
@simplfred (20641)
• Philippines
31 May 19
Indeed, my friend. Thank You...