Why I Am Not Worried About My Death?

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In fact in the past I had many occasions where I just had a narrow escape and people were very concerned about my death and life! But I never had any worries about it! I had a severe heart attack in the last week of May 2019! Early in the morning I was called to attend a case where a foal was severely injured and required immediate surgical intervention! I went and attended the case and I realized that I was sweating abnormally without any reason and there was a discomfort! I asked my assistant to take care of the remaining suturing part and left for my place which you all know that is situated within the premises! I asked my wife to prepare tea for me...which I could hardly drink! I was feeling Nauseating and bit uncomfortable also! I never realized when I got unconscious but when I came into the state of consciousness, I felt very discomfort! I was feeling breathlessness and I was literally getting getting gasping! DESPITE ALL THESE THINGS I KEPT MY HEAD COOL AND TRIED TO BE ACTIVE PHYSICALLY AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE TO KEEP MY HEART AND LUNGS ALERT! This worked for me ...I was sure that I had an heart attack ! My son who is staying some 50 Kilometers away from us was informed and he came to me to take me to a doctor who confirmed that I had an Heart Attack after confirming the qualitative presence of the enzyme Troponin ! I was taken to the Hospital where I got Angioplasty done at 05.30 pm...that is about 12 hours after the attack! There have have been many situations where I could have have lost my life, which I knew. But fortunately nothing happened to me and I am safe today! But then what I wanted to insist is that in the whole episode I never felt afraid or worried that I am going to die...I was just cool as I used to be! There was a small smile on my face when my loving daughter in law asked me after few days...'Uncle ...was there any danger to your life at that time?' This shows clearly how careless was I about my death at that time! Believe me I am still not bothered about my death! May I know your Opinion about this?