Fifteen years ago today / myLot

By me

United States

December 14, 2019 11:23am CST

Fifteen years ago today I was siting in a hospital waiting for my husband to die! Sounds said, but he was in so much pain that I knew he would be better off. I preferred a miracle to happen because we need him and we would miss him. Then I did the hardest thing ever, watch him die.

After I got myself together, somewhat. I had to tell our seven year old daughter that her father wasn't coming to our house. The second hardest thing I ever had to do.

I hope everyone has a good day.

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Sue21

@lovinangelsinstead21 (36847)

• Pamplona, Spain

14 Dec 19

Those kind of memories are very hard to get through on days like that when you remember what happened. Really sorry you had to lose him that way..

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@dfollin (27267)

• United States

14 Dec 19

Thanks, my friend. Yes it is hard. In 35 minutes it will be exactly 15 years.

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@dfollin (27267)

• United States

14 Dec 19

@lovinangelsinstead21 Yes, I am remembering what I was doing at this time 15 years ago.

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Sue21

@lovinangelsinstead21 (36847)

• Pamplona, Spain

14 Dec 19

@dfollin That is just like me to do that to even remember the hour too. However I try to move out of that feeling as much as I can even though the tears flow.

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