Gone too Soon.

Gone too soon
United States
April 21, 2020 8:01am CST
Feeling sad right now yesterday was the five year anniversary of my stepmom death. I went too work did my job and came home but by the night time when I called my fiance I could not hold back the tears any longer. And right now typing this is hard without tearing up I miss her so much she was a real mother to me we had talked about future plans that never happened because she passed away I miss her smile I miss her voice I miss everything about her I know she is always in my heart but not having her physically here is the hardest thing ever. People say time heals all wounds they lied I'm still hurting I still have deep pain and anguish over this its hard too grasp that she is gone I know she's in Gods hands now but the hurting and the agony and pain seems too never leave you.no matter how hard you try too move on life moves on but you can't.
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• India
21 Apr 20
Sorry I can understand how you are Feeling but please take care
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• United States
23 Apr 20
I will! Take care but its hard not having her here. Its hard for the ones who are left behind because you love and miss them so much and want them near too you once again.
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@m_audrey6788 (58482)
• Germany
21 Apr 20
Sorry for your loss. Try to think that your stepmom is now in a much better place watching over you
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• United States
23 Apr 20
I know she is in a better place but its hard not having her on earth anymore I know I will always have the good memories in my heart and mind but not being able too talk too or hug her again is the hard part.
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@snowy22315 (171163)
• United States
23 Apr 20
I am sorry..I guess remembering the good times is all you can do.
@bunnybon7 (50973)
• Holiday, Florida
30 Apr 20
I know how you feel. I feel the same about my aunt who was more like a mother to me then my own mom was. I pray for you honey
@kanuck1 (4401)
26 Apr 20
Yes, it is very hard to deal with the loss of someone we dearly love. What has encouraged and strengthened me is reading the passages that deal with the resurrection.