About ME!!

@Merliva (3540)
San Marino
June 16, 2020 6:51am CST
My full name is Liva Erry Xander....pretty unique name .. isn't it? I certainly don't even have a crush but I know what I want in a guy ....I know a guy can't be everything on my list but I just wish I find someone close to it you know .... I certainly do have an addiction lol...and it's playing in my toes and fingers till it bleeds out...I Know it bad but the pain somehow feels good to me..... I've said all this but honestly I don't even know my height...maybe am like 5,6 or something so at least .... I honestly don't want to get any taller because my height suits me pretty much alot... Ive figured that perhaps u realized am not in a relationship..meaning that am single and not about to mingle with anyone who has stepped in my path so far... because they don't seem trustable and pretty much player written all over them....I don't trust people but I do trust my mom and my brother.... Right now I feel so lost like am in space just floating you Know... My favorite color is blue and also my best friend's...I miss my best friend so much ... she's so young...so wise which is beautiful.. and she's always there for me when I need her .... I can't quite remember last time I hugged someone or the last person I hugged..sucks... I like speaking to my mom and my best friend...they understand me better than anyone... If I had to give a confession I'd totally say that I regret losing my virginity to my ex ....it's the worse thing that I did.. Last text on my phone is from nando...a boy that seems to care or just trying to get to my pants... Last person who got me angry was my fake brother...he tends to be so controlling.... But my mom could change my mood in seconds.. always making me laugh the most and smile...I love her so much .....I do the most craziest stuff with my mom..I can open up to her and be myself... Other than having fun with my amazing mother..I like to listen to music.. When getting to know someone...a turn off for me is long replies and conversations which end easily....and bringing up sex topics to soon or often... And a turn on would be a gentleman... ...I have one best friend..name Arah Guene... Someone annoying would be Amal my ex cousin and something I hate would absolutely be sweet potato... And if I had to have another confession...it would be that ..I become stronger in life..and I believe that I took to long to realized that.
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@Hannihar (130150)
• Israel
16 Jun 20
@Merliva Yes, you have a very unique name. Thank you so much for sharing all that with us here. it took courage to say things you said to a bunch of strangers. Take care of yourself and when this is all over then i hope you can hug your best friend again.
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@Hannihar (130150)
• Israel
16 Jun 20
@Merliva You are so welcome. I am glad I helped you out. Just take care of yourself.
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@Merliva (3540)
• San Marino
16 Jun 20
@Hannihar I will you also
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@Merliva (3540)
• San Marino
16 Jun 20
Indeed it took courage ....thank you so much for helping me out ...because I was afraid of responses till I saw your comment
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@jayanth_77 (7179)
• India
16 Jun 20
Your confessions prove that you are an honest person. Be strong be happy.
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@Merliva (3540)
• San Marino
16 Jun 20
Thank you so much. .....it truly means a lot to me
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@Hannihar (130150)
• Israel
17 Jun 20
@Merliva You are so welcome and so glad it means a lot to you.
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@Janet357 (75638)
16 Jun 20
Our experiences in life make us stronger.
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@Merliva (3540)
• San Marino
16 Jun 20
Indeed it has