I'm Late For Everything

@SHOHANA (10948)
Bangladesh
June 30, 2020 7:33pm CST
We human are not luck writer of our own. But our deeds decide our luck. But sometimes we feel so helpless that we can't change our luck the way we want it. So many of us try for the top position or result in exam, study all year long but there will be one who will win. This is luck of course there hard work also required for achievements. Sometimes I feel broken inside that my life seems late for everything and I'm so helpless to change it. Friends with me now spending a happily married life with kids and I always was / is in love with someone I shouldn’t and at the end its over. People cheated on me and when I realized I moved on. Now I'm engaged with someone who is very good, honest but unable to marry because his family have high ambitions and he also have. But i don't have! So this time I'm with a man who is also unfit for me, last time I was cheated but i'm thankful that I didn’t compromise my self respect and dignity. Most of the relationship means physical contact but I'm glad that I didn’t allow it before getting married. If some other strong, smart and good girl will be in my place she must choose a right person as better half but I'm so fool that I can't move on because I'm emotionally touched with fake people and I can't think selfish. I can't move on. I don't deserve a better life because I'm an orphan (mom no more, father physically alive but his responsibilities died since 2009) so my life is like a floating boat, I'm late for everything, I don't have family and I'll never gonna have a family. I have to sink like this till the end of my life. Sorry guys, if this make you upset but this is the life of an orphan girl.
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11 responses
@DianneN (175584)
• United States
1 Jul
You must be optimistic and not dwell on the past. It’s up to us to make our own life and move on,
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@SHOHANA (10948)
• Bangladesh
1 Jul
I wish It would be as easy as we think or want
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@DianneN (175584)
• United States
1 Jul
@SHOHANA I know. Things do work out for the best. Give it time.
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@SHOHANA (10948)
• Bangladesh
1 Jul
@DianneN you are right mam, I'm really very impatient, that is really bad
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@sharon6345 (239591)
• United States
1 Jul
You will be better in time the first thing you do is something to make yourself happy.
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@SHOHANA (10948)
• Bangladesh
1 Jul
Thanks for those healing words dear, love you!
@sharon6345 (239591)
• United States
1 Jul
@SHOHANA your too kind you will be ok. Thank you
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@SHOHANA (10948)
• Bangladesh
1 Jul
@sharon6345 my pleasure
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@JohnKu (296)
1 Jul
Sorry to hear that dear. Hope you can find a decent partner soon.
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@SHOHANA (10948)
• Bangladesh
1 Jul
Thanks dear, but I don't think I can get one decent life partner
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@JohnKu (296)
1 Jul
@SHOHANA Please don't give up, it's only a matter of time until you get one who will understand you.
• Agra, India
1 Jul
Don't feel shattered. Life is at times a bed of thorns. You have been through a lot. But now the good will definitely be coming your way
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@SHOHANA (10948)
• Bangladesh
1 Jul
Thanks dear, I hope so! Love you
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• Agra, India
1 Jul
@SHOHANA you too. Take care and give your day your best
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@Deepizzaguy (36873)
• Lake Charles, Louisiana
1 Jul
That is okay since you have a right to express your feelings about our tough lives.
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@SHOHANA (10948)
• Bangladesh
1 Jul
Thanks for reading
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@Deepizzaguy (36873)
• Lake Charles, Louisiana
1 Jul
@SHOHANA You are welcome.
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@zandi458 (28125)
• Malaysia
1 Jul
What ever it is you should not dwell on your past. It doesn't benefit your present situation at all. Think positive and you will come out from all the miseries in life. Problems are part of living life and without problems it will be a monotonous life. Good luck and be happy always.
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@SHOHANA (10948)
• Bangladesh
1 Jul
Thanks for your kind and wise words
@sol_cee (22884)
• Philippines
1 Jul
I understand how you feel but it is also up to you to change your circumstances. If you don’t like where you are, move because you’re not a tree, as Jim Rohn said.
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@SHOHANA (10948)
• Bangladesh
1 Jul
Well said dear but i'm an emotional fool, i can't come out from my emotions
@jayanth_77 (5934)
• India
1 Jul
Your life story has been really a tough one. But facing tough situations has made you a strong person. Have faith in lord almighty and always keep hope that you life will be better one.
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@SHOHANA (10948)
• Bangladesh
1 Jul
Yes, I believe that my life will be better one and that's why I'm still alive
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@ridingbet (65663)
• Philippines
1 Jul
why don't you make those heartbreaks as your positive 'push' in to being great again. i hope you don't dwell on these heartaches because depression might come and sink in to your system.
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@SHOHANA (10948)
• Bangladesh
1 Jul
I'm still alive for the positive push
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@haraka (1157)
• Indonesia
1 Jul
IMO, We are the one who is responsible for our happiness. Don't compare your life with others because each of us has a different path to life.
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@SHOHANA (10948)
• Bangladesh
1 Jul
Yes i know but i'm broken
@LindaOHio (40057)
• United States
1 Jul
Being an orphan doesn't mean that you don't deserve and can't have a better life. You deserve the best life possible and must stay positive and form your own destiny. Good luck.