do you have trust issues?

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yes i honestly do have alot of trust issues and i believe that maybe i let it get the best of me sometimes, most times now i believe that most people are lying to me and trying to distroy me or that they are out to get me. honestly no one can blame me for being paranoid because i have been through alot of situations that caused me to get this way, no it did not happened overnight and most times i wish that maybe i could just allow myself to believe someone when they actually might be telling the truth, oh well i guess i won't get there overnight but i guess everything takes times and that i should just be patient but i'm not because i hate when people trust me and am unable to trust them. in my life i have often mingled with the wrong set of people, people who i always had to lie for because if i didn't i wasn't a good friend. people who took advantage of me because i was shy and those who never stop using and needing me only when they needed something. i'm happy am no longer around those types of people and finally on my own but the thing is now i'm paying for those bad choices of not leaving those ungrateful people life earlier. sometimes bad situations have more of an impact on your life that you think it actually would.