I was meant to start my course again today....
@VivaLaDani13 (60812)
Perth, Australia
October 6, 2020 7:26am CST
Hello everyone. I hope you're all doing well!
As some of you know, I had time off my childcare course due to being sick which in the end worked out for the best so I could look after my dad. ( He is doing really good by the way ). I was meant to be starting my course again today but I got a text yesterday saying that this week was cancelled.
I admit, I was happy as I wasn't really ready. Though, as anxiety has proven many times, I'll never be ready. I'm not sure what the reason was for it being cancelled but the text also said that it will commence next week.
If you have been following my posts, you may remember that I was so sad that I was being moved class with a different trainer. But last week I got a text from my original teacher telling me that she will be my trainer. I am so happy about that! I still won't be with the friends I made though ( I actually think they are all done with their course now ) but at least I will have my teacher there! 
I am going to be using this week to catch up with MyLot and try get rid of ( sell or donate ) items around my house. I'm trying hard to make and save money. I want a huge head start before I actually get a job. If I remember correctly, I will be finishing my course in February. And then I will try hard to get a job. Have a bit of anxiety thinking about it but I will worry about that when that time comes. 
What's going on with you?
I am going to be using this week to catch up with MyLot and try get rid of ( sell or donate ) items around my house. I'm trying hard to make and save money. I want a huge head start before I actually get a job. If I remember correctly, I will be finishing my course in February. And then I will try hard to get a job. Have a bit of anxiety thinking about it but I will worry about that when that time comes.
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@Hannihar (130150)
• Israel
6 Oct 20
@VivaLaDani13
I am glad that you have more time to be with your dad.That is good news that you will have the same trainer. I am sorry that you will not be with the friends you made there. I hope it all works out and you will find a job. So what happened with your Dad and his toes or foot? How is Charlie doing?
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@VivaLaDani13 (60812)
• Perth, Australia
6 Oct 20
@Hannihar Thank you very much Hanni. I really appreciate your comment a lot and I know you mean it with all your heart.
My dad had more issues with his foot in July. Long story short, he had another toe amputated. Had a bypass in his leg to help the blood flow and I had to help out with pretty much everything as dad wasn't able to walk properly after the surgeries. Charlie is doing good thank you.
How are you and how is Sophie?
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@VivaLaDani13 (60812)
• Perth, Australia
10 Oct 20
@Hannihar Thank you Hanni. I am better thank you. Though, I still cough if I laugh which is annoying.
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@Hannihar (130150)
• Israel
7 Oct 20
@VivaLaDani13
You and your Dad are really going through a lot. I am so so sorry. Yes, with all my heart I mean what I said to you. We are ok. I am glad Charlie is doing good. How is your health now?
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@moffittjc (128835)
• Gainesville, Florida
11 Oct 20
I am cheering for you to complete the course and find a job quickly when the time comes. Keep thinking positive thoughts!
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@moffittjc (128835)
• Gainesville, Florida
16 Oct 20
@VivaLaDani13 Did you already start again? Or are you still waiting?
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@VivaLaDani13 (60812)
• Perth, Australia
18 Oct 20
@moffittjc I started on Tuesday and then was there Wednesday. But this week I go to prac again. And I managed to get into a childcare centre that is right near me. Like a 2 minute walk from my house. I'm very happy about that!
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@Blondie2222 (28610)
• United States
9 Oct 20
Well that sucks you had something to look forward to and then it got cancelled. Atleast you can take time to rest up and feel better for next weeks class.
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@Blondie2222 (28610)
• United States
11 Oct 20
@VivaLaDani13 Good I hope it goes well for you.
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@VivaLaDani13 (60812)
• Perth, Australia
10 Oct 20
@Blondie2222 I agree. Gave me more time to mentally prepare for it. I am excited to get started again.
Gave me more time to mentally prepare for it. I am excited to get started again. 
@Torunn (8606)
• Norway
10 Oct 20
@VivaLaDani13 You're in the same course, so you'll have to have some interests in common. Makes it easier to make new friends I think, 'cause you don't have to test around to find common ground.
He also looks like a big yellow ball of fluff, so most humans like him. He also wants to make friends with dogs, but they think he's too big.
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@VivaLaDani13 (60812)
• Perth, Australia
15 Oct 20
@Torunn That is true. Well thankfully on the first day a girl introduced herself and said I could sit at her table. So nice of her and from there I sat and spoke with her friends when they came to class. So I am happy about that. Still getting to know them though.
aww! Your horse sounds like a friendly sweetheart! Love him already!
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@VivaLaDani13 (60812)
• Perth, Australia
10 Oct 20
@Torunn That is true! Would be nice to make new friends.
aww how cute! I love that!
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@marlina (154103)
• Canada
18 Oct 20
@VivaLaDani13 Do you know the exact date of your return to school?
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@VivaLaDani13 (60812)
• Perth, Australia
24 Oct 20
@marlina Sorry for my late reply. I actually started last Tuesday ( 13th Oct ) and I started Prac on Monday. I am sick again with a cold though. But I am trying hard to do everything I need to do to get through my work.
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@VivaLaDani13 (60812)
• Perth, Australia
6 Oct 20
@sophie09 I've been around.
I'm glad you are doing good and I hope nothing bad will happen in any form.
I'm glad you are doing good and I hope nothing bad will happen in any form.1 person likes this
@VivaLaDani13 (60812)
• Perth, Australia
7 Oct 20
@sophie09 I just hadn't seen anything from you when I was in "Most Recent Discussions." But I am still around either way.
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@sophie09 (34230)
• Indonesia
7 Oct 20
@VivaLaDani13 really? didnt see you on my discussion haha
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@rsa101 (40976)
• Philippines
6 Oct 20
Goodluck on your incoming course and it is normal to feel those anxiety for as long as it does not affect you badly. l guess everyone do experience that when they are in for a new routine or activity in their life. l guess you will finish those and soon be looking for a job.
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@rsa101 (40976)
• Philippines
7 Oct 20
@VivaLaDani13 Yes take one step at a time and before you know it you are done with that course and be looking for a job already. Enjoy the process and learn from your mistakes sometimes the best lessons are learned from it.
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@VivaLaDani13 (60812)
• Perth, Australia
6 Oct 20
@rsa101 Thank you kindly. And yes either anxiety can be tolerable or can be so hard to handle and it has caused me to take step backs from time to time.
I will deal with the job stuff in February after my course is over. I can't do anything about that now.
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@VivaLaDani13 (60812)
• Perth, Australia
6 Oct 20
@id_peace Thank you so very much. I hope you are doing well yourself!
Luckily the classes are only two days a week. Whew! 
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@VivaLaDani13 (60812)
• Perth, Australia
16 Oct 20
@id_peace I know what you mean. I think I might have too. If not bored, maybe just being overloaded with it all.
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@VivaLaDani13 (60812)
• Perth, Australia
10 Oct 20
@just4him Thank you so very much Valerie! Really appreciate it!
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@just4him (323168)
• Green Bay, Wisconsin
10 Oct 20
@VivaLaDani13 You're welcome.
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@VivaLaDani13 (60812)
• Perth, Australia
6 Oct 20
@Janet357 Thank you kindly. I cannot look for it now. I can only do so after my course when I am qualified. My course ends in February.
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@Janet357 (75638)
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6 Oct 20
@VivaLaDani13 for sure, there are more opportunities than there are today. Because we still have how many.months to wait for things to get better.
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@VivaLaDani13 (60812)
• Perth, Australia
6 Oct 20
@Janet357 No I mean I cannot get a job right now in Childcare without a certificate / qualification.
@VivaLaDani13 (60812)
• Perth, Australia
10 Oct 20
@CarolDM Thank you very much. You take care too.
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@jvicentevalera (13671)
• Santiago, Chile
6 Oct 20
I know what it feels like dealing with anxiety. On the other hand I am happy for you returning back to your classes with your favorite teacher! Hope you finish your classes soon, and also get a job!
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@VivaLaDani13 (60812)
• Perth, Australia
6 Oct 20
@jvicentevalera I'm sorry to know that you know the feeling of anxiety! It's a very hard thing to deal with at times. Thank you so very much for your kind and supportive words!
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@jvicentevalera (13671)
• Santiago, Chile
7 Oct 20
@VivaLaDani13 Thanks. I will overcome it eventually. Hope you have a good night!
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@Nakitakona (59987)
• Philippines
6 Oct 20
That's good to know of your class to begin.
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@Treborika (18194)
• Mombasa, Kenya
27 Jan 23
All the best my dear friend in whatever you do for the betterment of your life
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@VivaLaDani13 (60812)
• Perth, Australia
27 Jan 23
@Treborika Thank you so so much! 
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@Treborika (18194)
• Mombasa, Kenya
27 Jan 23
@VivaLaDani13 You are most welcome my dear
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@VivaLaDani13 (60812)
• Perth, Australia
16 Oct 20
@jaboUK Thank you so very much!
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