Lessons in Patience (and/or Resignation to Doom) in a Waking Dream

@mythociate (21437)
Oklahoma City, Oklahoma
June 12, 2022 6:44am CST
I was thinking about something this morning. It's something I don't want to 'perpetuate' (or 'make more-likely to happen'), but I've heard it's better to get scary thoughts written-down & discussed so you can see how 'nothing-burger' they are. I imagined 'being stuck amongst some big heavy objects that I can move to get out, but only a little at a time---resting-up between each push (with no one within earshot to help me). I imagine being stuck there for minutes---hours---days ... I imagine there would be moments where 'it seems like I can get out"; but I just-barely can't, and I have to stay stuck and rest-up a little for 'one more push.' I also imagine fearing that 'lethargy will set in' and so I've got to push NOW-NOW-NOW! because--if I rest TOO much--I won't be able to do anything else https://www.medicalnewstoday.com/articles/lethargy I have a feeling that--if this ever happened (praise & thanks to Our Father that it won't!)--there would come a time where I'd have to think, 'Well, this is it; this is how I pass away ... oh, maybe I can scream loud enough for someone to hear me and help me out; or not, and that's fine."
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