Pent-up feelings

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What can be more frustrating than to keep long pent-up feelings revolving around someone deep in your heart? I had kept anger, anguish, dread in the vivid depths of my heart. It was reserved for someone who came like a morning breeze in my life. As it turned out the breeze gave me fetish and blemish. It has left me with a lesson though. It has taught me what I wanted for myself , shown me my priorities as a beacon in the dark. I hope to get over this infatuation soon. Yes I wish it were anger instead of infatuation. I wish I could hate that person. But I can't. I still love him. However, he never existed. I thought it was meadows and green pastures but it was a blunt green screed floor. I felt trinkets of rain over my self. But it was just in my mind. He existed in my mind. The person never had those qualities I thought he had. So I have let it go. I have focused more on myself. I don't need someone for constant validation. I look into the mirror. The glass whispers back to me-"You have got it, girl!!" Those going through a tough time, always remember that we are the children of the universe. And we have the right to be loved and cared. Never deprive yourself of that right. Do you have pent-up feelings ? Do you have inner battles? You can write about it below. At least, I will know that I am not alone.