Thank God it's Friday
By aubrey
@averygirl72 (37764)
Philippines
September 23, 2022 4:00am CST
I started this week feeling more spiritual. I wake up early and spend time in praying and praising God unfortunately this Friday afternoon I feel so depressed, down, sick and negative. I end this week feeling sick. I take a bath and then stop for a while to pray to God. I then feel more positive.
Feeling of depression and negativity seems to fill me. I was disappointed at my business. I feel I don't like my life. I joined a new forum site in hope to earn more but I find it is hard too and I don't enjoy there like I do here in myLot.
But I pray and God always remind us not to worry about anything just say to him and let him take care of it. I hope you all have a blessed weekend.
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@mythociate (21437)
• Oklahoma City, Oklahoma
23 Sep 22
It's kind of a paradox I'm living in.
I'm fine when I'm alone---oh, I get 'just enough' companionship to not be considered "lonesome"; but ... I guess people don't like spending time with you if you're not 'contributing something' to their lives. (That could just be 'my thinking'---my passive-aggressive depression trying to process 'the reason why I don't have more friends.')
But it seems like--if God loved me--He'd provide "an helper suitable for me." If I THINK about it, I know God has given me exactly what I need. But my subconscious needs the proof of 'fellow creations-of-God.'
@mythociate (21437)
• Oklahoma City, Oklahoma
27 Sep 22
@averygirl72 A thumbs-up "Like" would be thanks-enough, thanks.
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@everwonderwhy (6697)
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23 Sep 22
Deep feelings of sadness and pain sometimes creep in to our lives. I dwell on whatever is good and lovely and praiseworthy. It's hard but, while here on earth, we try to focus on our purpose and meaning in life.
You got this! By the grace of God. 
@averygirl72 (37764)
• Philippines
23 Sep 22
Maybe I am spiritually attack with negative thoughts and feelings so I need to always to come to God for help
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@everwonderwhy (6697)
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23 Sep 22
@averygirl72 No one is immune to these earthly emotions and battles.
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@rsa101 (37969)
• Philippines
23 Sep 22
I think you should not push yourself hard in getting more customers. Be contented with what you have right now and things will be better in the coming days when everything goes back to normal again. I think feeling bad because there is not enough will just make you more depressed. Just think that it's getting better and better in the coming days because everything is going back to normal lives again.
@averygirl72 (37764)
• Philippines
27 Sep 22
Thank you. Yes don't pressure myself so much. I need more patience to wait for better days to come. I should also keep a positive spirit. If today the business is good be positive that one day everything will be good
@averygirl72 (37764)
• Philippines
23 Sep 22
It's much better now than during the pandemic but I'm not satisfied I want more customer
@everwonderwhy (6697)
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27 Sep 22
Hi @averygirl72 How are you feeling now dear friend since you wrote this post? 
@yoalldudes (35040)
• Philippines
23 Sep 22
That is good that you find strength in talking to God. It is time for reset to plan for next week.
