The Last Few Days Were A Struggle.

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Yeah, Thursday night through Sunday was kind of a struggle for me. There was a bit going on at once on Thursday, mostly online, to the point where I was overwhelmed by things. As a result, I shut down the laptop early that night, because why stay online if I’m overwhelmed? I still wound up staying up too late, which I’m sure didn’t help matters. On Friday, I went out with my best friend, and my anxiety decided to randomly shoot up. I was probably a few notches short of an anxiety attack. Or a panic attack. I have a hard time differentiating the two, but it just didn’t let up. I mean, it would for a little bit, and then I was right back at square one. It eventually calmed down when I got home, but not right away. At one point, I felt like I was either going to burst into tears or become physically ill from it. Why? I have no idea. I just know that I felt awful. I went to bed shortly after Blue Bloods because I just wanted to sleep. I went out with my best friend for a bit on Saturday, and then, I was eventually dropped back off at home (and I went back out later with my brother-in-law, sister and niece). I wasn’t as anxious, but I was definitely feeling blue, so that was fun (not). :( I wasn’t really sad or anxious on Sunday, even when I ran back out with my best friend (she forgot her bank card on Saturday, so we ran back out on Sunday). However, I didn’t mention that I had a headache from Friday until Sunday, and it was pretty bad yesterday. I couldn’t even fall asleep right away last night because of it. I even shut the TV off early so that I could just lie in the dark. Today, I’m doing better. I’m not dealing with my anxiety or any sadness, and my headache is gone for the most part. I hope this upcoming weekend will be a better one, because I don’t really want a repeat of last weekend. I hope everyone is doing well. I know times are tough, and the holidays are tougher, so I just wanted to reach out to all of you. Photo Credit: Pixabay.