Last insta pic
By Fae Maverick
@Fa_Maverick (9463)
Australia
May 28, 2023 9:55am CST
"Are you pregnant in your last insta pic?"
This is what I was asked. I havent been posting much and have kinda locked down my Facebook account well by my standards... I havent been telling people sh*t much...
So that brings me to the announcement...
... Im not pregnant 
(yay for now)
I am however fat and bloated. Not only that my diet is kinda shite at the moment so I have weird, random and intense cravings... Lets not mention my hormones I need to go to an endocrinologist... Or Ill go on the pill for a little bit just to see if that will even things out.
I don't know if I will have kids with C or at all. Mostly because my brain went *could you imagine being aware of the fact there is something growing and moving inside of us* and my entire body retched... My soul wanted to claw its way out of my body... Been having a few sensory issues lately including my brain pondering the sensation of biting into a cold wet sponge... Blehhh the thought of it makes me want to vomit.
(yay for now)
I am however fat and bloated. Not only that my diet is kinda shite at the moment so I have weird, random and intense cravings... Lets not mention my hormones I need to go to an endocrinologist... Or Ill go on the pill for a little bit just to see if that will even things out.
I don't know if I will have kids with C or at all. Mostly because my brain went *could you imagine being aware of the fact there is something growing and moving inside of us* and my entire body retched... My soul wanted to claw its way out of my body... Been having a few sensory issues lately including my brain pondering the sensation of biting into a cold wet sponge... Blehhh the thought of it makes me want to vomit.6 people like this
5 responses
@RebeccasFarm (86976)
• United States
28 May
Biting into a cold wet sponge..let me try to get into that one.
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@Fa_Maverick (9463)
• Australia
28 May
Just touching the sponge we have at the moment is enough to make me gag. Need to get some dish cloths I reckon and hopefully my brain wont be like "we should bite into that"
Perhaps subconsciously I am sensation seeking 
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@RebeccasFarm (86976)
• United States
28 May
@Fa_Maverick When I feel the need, I put my head, hair and all under some freezing water..soon sorts my brain out
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@Fa_Maverick (9463)
• Australia
28 May
@RebeccasFarm freezing water 
it didnt sort out your brain just froze it temporarily... Brainsicle...
it didnt sort out your brain just froze it temporarily... Brainsicle...1 person likes this
@moffittjc (118827)
• Gainesville, Florida
28 May
A couple of things:
1. I don't recall seeing a pregnant looking photo of you on Insta, so I had to go back and check. Nope, you do not look pregnant at all. Nor fat.
2. Now I want to go bite into a wet sponge and see what it's like! haha
My daughter went on the pill when she was 13, but it was a move to control her acne more than anything else (which worked like a charm). But the other positive side effect was that during her hormonal teenage years she was pretty even keeled and didn't have horrible mood swings. So maybe it would be a positive for you too to help level out your hormones.
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@moffittjc (118827)
• Gainesville, Florida
28 May
@Fa_Maverick I totally did stop what I was doing and look up your photo. haha. Yep, I'm guilty!
I don't think I would ever want to bite a wet sponge, unless it was new and had never been used before. The thought of doing so really isn't that appealing to me.
As you've gotten older, have you been able to manage your anxiety any better? I used to have really bad anxiety when I was young, but I noticed throughout high school and college that it started bothering me less and less until one day I realized I had pretty much gotten it under control.
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@Fa_Maverick (9463)
• Australia
28 May
@moffittjc lol seems about right.
Oh yeah only a new one not a dirty one.
In ways my anxiety has improved... I dont have seperation anxiety anymore so thats good.
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@Fa_Maverick (9463)
• Australia
28 May
You really just went "hol up Ill check" I do have a bit of a muffin top... And the dress was tight 
Dont do iiiiiit! Dont bite it dont do it. Impulse control Jeff!
I was so glad I didnt get awful acne at all. I do get random anxiety/fever sore things though.
Dont do iiiiiit! Dont bite it dont do it. Impulse control Jeff!
I was so glad I didnt get awful acne at all. I do get random anxiety/fever sore things though.1 person likes this
@Fa_Maverick (9463)
• Australia
28 May
I wasnt surprised when someone asked lol.
...the squeak it would make against your teeth... 
@JESSY3236 (19056)
• United States
30 May
I had gained weight last year. But it's mostly because I was off the pill for awhile because I had money issues. I'm back on the pill. But I haven't really lost any weight. I'm not exercising like I used too. And it could be that I'm getting older.
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@leighnyork (1880)
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28 May
If I may ask, is it very good to post pictures of our children in social media
@Fa_Maverick (9463)
• Australia
28 May
Privately to like people you know... Have your social media locked down tight if your children are on there. Even then it is so cringeworthy and anxiety inducing when parents post photos of their kids especially in their school iniforms...
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@Fa_Maverick (9463)
• Australia
29 May
@leighnyork I wouldnt put photos of children on social media... Especially now with "undress anyone" AI bots floating around... It is going to make it so much easier for pedos to pedo.
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@leighnyork (1880)
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29 May
@Fa_Maverick yeah I have seen that but any way technology has came so far
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