From Late to Early

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Yes, this is about the normal time that I post. I'm exhausted...well maybe not quite there yet. I've been exhausted before and I haven't hit there yet. It may hit soon but not yet. I haven't been sleeping well, which means I'm wearing myself out. I can't even say that I'm slowing down. Today I work for Chris. This means I will be getting computer work done today. I also have two tumblers to work on and things for the shop in general. The cornbread festival is this weekend and I'm running out of time to get ready. I'm also really nervous this whole thing may not be worth it. It's always an event fear. I need to get the new bookcase built and the video games off the dining room table. After that I'll be working on my books. I'm switching bookcases around just a bit and I have to make that work since I'll actually be losing some space. Studying has been happening every day. I got to bone, ligaments and tendons yesterday. There's still so much more to go and I start all of this for real in August. Everyone is happy for me and has a ton of faith that this will be a cake walk for me. Yet, my mother is less than thrilled saying she has too much on her mind right now. Not to mention the person I want to tell, well she really doesn't care either. I used to tell Chris everything, she's my best friend right up there with Kristie. Yet I've been not telling her a lot because honestly she's made herself so busy she doesn't think about her friends....well, she doesn't think about me unless I can help her in some way. Oh well, this is going to be rough but worth it. I figure by the end of the month I'll be living on Monster, coffee and loaded teas again like I did last year. That's going to mess up my system so bad. It took months for me to wean myself off of so much caffeine last year. Gotta get to work. What's everyone else up to?