Why do people fall in love..
@ardeliaputri2 (156)
August 19, 2025 9:46am CST
I was preparing my things for the next day (uni open house promotion to some high schools, we basically did presentation in front of some high schoolers and stuffs). Next day, I'm ready at 7 am. Quite early cz the school that i was going to is quite far from my place and i'm going with my friend and i don't want her to wait for me. But the traffic really ate up my time, it took me almost 3 hours ini total to get there guys.. 
FINALLY me and my friend were arrived at the school and when i take a look at my phone... I just realized that that was just (if i'm not mistaken) 3 mins left until the presentation starts... We wore our JaKun (uni jacket) in a rush and run to our own class to start the roadshow (it was quite a relief for me btw, cz we didn't miss a single moment 
).
I did my duties while she did hers (we were from different division and scheduled to different class too, btw). My class almost finished (earlier than the rundown) and some students asked me and the other staffs to borrow our JaKun. I lent them mine and so did the others. I stood on the hallway, took a look at the students took some pics with my JaKun with their friends happily, AND THEN I JUST SEE HIM WHEN I'M LOOKING AROUND OMG 
I was very shocked that i felt like my heart was about to jumped out of my body and nervous at the same time. I'm not prepared for this. I don't know that we have the same schedule, cz i didn't see the at the schedule properly earlier.. 
After we're finished doing all of the promotion stuffs that we have to do with that school, there's nothing left that we have to do, so we took some pics together with all the staffs there before going back to our own places. After that, some staffs left and the other still having rest by snacking, having some random chats with the other staffs, and etc. I was chatting with some of my major friends (INCLUDING HIM OMG, UHUY 
). I didn't see him for a long time cz we're still on a long holiday.
Idk why.. but i felt like.. he was... indifferent to me.. maybe he was uninterested or disgusted to even have a chat to me all this time (INCLUDING THIS TIME). Like when i greeted him in person, he replied to me. But on the other day, i said goodbye to them (he's with our major friends), he didn't reply. And he did that again in this time, i asked him to hand me my phone (it's between him and our other friends, but i choose to asked him first). His eyes met mine, but he looked away.. i was very confused at that time, didn't he know that i'm asking for my phone? Why did he do that? Am i that ugly that he doesn't want to talk to me? Idk.. The more i thought about that, the more i felt sad and unwanted. Whatever the reason behind it.. i still tried to convinced myself that it doesn't matter for me and i kept my poker face on.
FINALLY me and my friend were arrived at the school and when i take a look at my phone... I just realized that that was just (if i'm not mistaken) 3 mins left until the presentation starts... We wore our JaKun (uni jacket) in a rush and run to our own class to start the roadshow (it was quite a relief for me btw, cz we didn't miss a single moment ).
I did my duties while she did hers (we were from different division and scheduled to different class too, btw). My class almost finished (earlier than the rundown) and some students asked me and the other staffs to borrow our JaKun. I lent them mine and so did the others. I stood on the hallway, took a look at the students took some pics with my JaKun with their friends happily, AND THEN I JUST SEE HIM WHEN I'M LOOKING AROUND OMG
I was very shocked that i felt like my heart was about to jumped out of my body and nervous at the same time. I'm not prepared for this. I don't know that we have the same schedule, cz i didn't see the at the schedule properly earlier..
After we're finished doing all of the promotion stuffs that we have to do with that school, there's nothing left that we have to do, so we took some pics together with all the staffs there before going back to our own places. After that, some staffs left and the other still having rest by snacking, having some random chats with the other staffs, and etc. I was chatting with some of my major friends (INCLUDING HIM OMG, UHUY ). I didn't see him for a long time cz we're still on a long holiday.
Idk why.. but i felt like.. he was... indifferent to me.. maybe he was uninterested or disgusted to even have a chat to me all this time (INCLUDING THIS TIME). Like when i greeted him in person, he replied to me. But on the other day, i said goodbye to them (he's with our major friends), he didn't reply. And he did that again in this time, i asked him to hand me my phone (it's between him and our other friends, but i choose to asked him first). His eyes met mine, but he looked away.. i was very confused at that time, didn't he know that i'm asking for my phone? Why did he do that? Am i that ugly that he doesn't want to talk to me? Idk.. The more i thought about that, the more i felt sad and unwanted. Whatever the reason behind it.. i still tried to convinced myself that it doesn't matter for me and i kept my poker face on.No responses
