something that is hard to forget

I have never been abroad. I now have a small business of my own. I pray God blesses you with success in your attempts.

I can understand. We are in similar crossroads as well. My friend, your story reflects courage, sacrifice, and a deep desire to improve your life. And you are willing to fight. Choosing to work abroad despite financial hardship shows responsibility, not selfishness. You were trying to survive and build a better future, even while carrying debt and pressure. It is not a bed of roses when you go to a foreign country unless you are really lucky. It is mostly a mat full of thorns! Sometimes families do not understand the weight of the decisions we are forced to make. Living apart or choosing a different path does not make you an ungrateful or disloyal child. Life circumstances can push us into roles we never imagined, and that is not a sin. Perhaps it is destiny. What matters is your intention, effort, and the values you still hold in your heart. Feeling alone now does not mean your journey was wrong or meaningless. Have faith that God sees your struggles and will guide you toward healing, peace, and a better tomorrow. Good luck!

I hope everything will work out, and your family probably cares about you even if they don't,t show it alotm

Don't keep grudges, you will hurt yourself. Forgive. Forgivng doesn't mean that you have to be okay with the people who hurt and still hurting your feelings, but try to be civil, you forgive not for them but for yourself, so you can be free from all the negativity. I hope you find forgiveness in your heart and able to move on. God bless.

Hello and welcome to my lot. It's a great site to interact with friends and cultures, (although I'm not here as much as I used to be). I don't fully understand your story. I'm guessing that your parents disowned you when you decided to live and work in a different country? And that's possibly they never welcomed your back upon your return. If I'm understanding the situation correctly it's possible they did that to save face with their church or friends. We had something similar happen when we were young. I'm the oldest of six kids and three of us left the church we were brought up in and joined a different church. My dad told us that he no longer considered us his kids. But that's something that can't be changed just by what is said and eventually he welcomed us back. So don't give up on your family. Ever.