Happy Tuesday!

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It is 4:30 in the morning and I am dragging myself to get started. It was a 2:20 in the morning wake up call and I did do a little bit of work on my phone. Now I have the lap top open and starting on the computer work. I can't stop the computer work because we could use the income lol. Computer work is getting the few extras we want for up at Gram's. It's looking good so far but there's still a lot of work to do. Mom wants the recliner up here when the weather changes and I just don't know if I can handle that. I will never look at that recliner the same again. I know it's a good one and it's expensive but I just can't. That to me is the equivalent of keeping the hospital bed that my dad never got to use in the living room. Just can't do it. I have the chess pieces out to be done again. The resin never actually filled the pieces last time so they all need redone. Hopefully I can get them done to be able to give the set as a gift this weekend. Today I'll be down Chris's and her grandmother again. So it'll be computer work and probably her blanket. I have two more things of what they call spring green but I call them packers colors so I'll be able to do more for hers. I need to get more for Kristie's and I know that I'll need another black for the thin red line blanket I'm doing. My husband has officially claimed that one already and it's not even done lol. Tonight we have a rescue squad meeting and we'll probably have to talk about a new auction date. The date that we originally had has been taken by midget wrestling. I kid you not. I'm really hoping that the weather changes soon to help me dig out of this hole that I'm in. There is so much I want to get done but I really need to get the motivation to do it. I've looked into therapy but it's so expensive and we really just don't have it right now. So all I have right now basically is this site and my husband. I feel like my mom and I walk on egg shells around each other because I don't express my emotions and she's hurting and that's all she's doing is expressing but is also scared to because she doesn't want to hurt me. It's a very fragile cycle right now. Hopefully I can get a few things done today though while I'm at Chris's and I'll leave tomorrow for tomorrow. What is everyone else up to today?