Tuesday Rant

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So I didn't want to put this in the daily post. I felt that the vent needed it's own post. I have been, let's say acquaintances for about 5 years now. We've had our ups and downs but lately it's been more frustrating for me. Everything I do, she seems to want to do. All while treating me like a kid. At least that's how I feel. The only thing she was before me was a notary. I just got approved for that last night. It's not even so much that we're almost freaking identical it's other little things. How she gets recognized for it all. How she doesn't even realize how things are going, like she has blinders on. Now she wants to get her CPR instructor and go through Advanced EMT class. She wants instructor because of the department. She tells me that she can bring me in to help if it's a big class. Doesn't ask but tells me. The only reason that she wants to go through advanced is just because. I feel like that's just a joke. I'm trying to make a career out of this and she just wants it just because. I feel like she's trying to overshadow me in general without even realizing she does it. Like it's insane that I have all of these pent up issues and she doesn't even realize half of what's actually going on. Then she says she's fed up with certain things and she wants to back out of stuff then never does. She just puts up with it while people that actually want to do something don't get the chance. I'm just supremely annoyed. This is why I'm getting a punching bag because I have a lot of frustration. I know that I need to just let the things go but it just keeps happening so I get irritated all over again