Do you feel the same way? can this be love?

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It's true that in life, you'll never know what will happen next. Sometimes, your at the top the and sometimes your not, sometimes you got nothing, sometimes you have so much, sometimes you fail, sometimes you succeed, sometimes happy, sometimes not. But, though you’re experiencing ups and downs in life, there’s one thing that keeps you going, it's the magic of love (duuhhhhhhh). It's kinda eery for me to write this kind of thing, it's very unusual of me, I’m more of a realistic kind of person, love to talk about myself and my abilities. I'm afraid writing this, I might influence people to think the way I do but to tell you the truth, I’m caught in this love thingy. I was exposed in the society in a very early age, I’ve met lots of people in different class in the society, in an early age i learn how people interact. How they ditch you in a bar, and do stuffs, but I’ve never experienced it, mostly my fellows. People play a lot, and sometimes you thought it's for real. But really, it isn't. It's a joke, and everything around you is almost false. Due to the wide spread hypocrites in the metro, it's hard to trust someone also; it's hard to fall in love too. Before, I’m scared of falling in love, because, if I get to love someone, he doesn’t love me, though he flirts, he still doesn’t love me. If a guy loves me, I can't find any reason to fall in love with him. If we both love each other, there’s this factor that unable us to live happily. GOD! Does it have to be always like that? Oh' well I guess people are use to it, that's why they have this mind set that "FALLING IN LOVE IS BAD FOR YOUR HEALTH" I think it's true because it gives you frequent headaches, more frequent than you ever imagine. Hey' come on! Why not look in the brighter side of it? Why not says "FALLING IN LOVE IS GOOD FOR YOUR HEALTH" because it makes your heart beat faster and allows blood to circulate in your body? hmmm I'm scared, I'm having both feelings. I wanted to be in the safe zone, but I can't! I have to risk decisions... to become better. NTW (nothing to write) I guess I’m stopping here. Hope I can write again, I’m a bit slippy. GODBLESS