have you ever been obsessd with someone? be careful on what you wish for!

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when i was younger i used to pray to God asking him to give me a goodlooking boyfriend. i want this first thingy to be perfect. i remember saying to Him 'Lord it does not matter if we'll last forever i just want it to be perfect'. Crazy as it may seem on my freshmen year in college i met the 'goodlooking guy' that i was asking for. our first year seems to be perfect but when the relationship is approachin on its second year, a lot of difficulties and misunderstanding happened. I have never forgotten him since then. I'v been into diffrent relationships. but i still found myself goin back to him.loving his ups as wel as his down sides. now im tryn to forget him but it seems pretty hard. I was as insecure as before but i know i would be ok minus him.