The hardest time of mine!!

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I think it must be the hardest time of mine! I am busy with my dissertation for my PHD degree now,and I find one of my idea is not so good as what I have expected. It needs more modifications to get the satifactroy results I have expected. I know the schedule for my graduation would be put off again! Really bothering! I stay in my office room all day long,thinking about the method to solve this problem. But it goes ahead so slowly. I am very tired! Also,I think I am also in the finance crisis when I checked my bank account yesterday. I have not had part-time job for a long time because I need to put myself into the dissertation. Oh,really bad!! when thinking about that,I always can't concentrate on my dissertation! I think I have to ask for some finacial support from my good friends though I don't wanna do that! Oh,I don't know if it is right for me to decide to read for my PHD degree. Some of my friends went to work after they got their master degree,and they are living a comfortable lives, while I am still suffering the dissertation. God! Maybe I should not think about that because that is my own choice and I should accept all the consequences! I think I need some days' rest and make a schedule to solve the problem. I am very sorry to write down the above words. I was really very sad ten minutes ago. But I feel better now. God,give me a light please!! Thanks for your patient reading. Happy new year! and Good luck to all of my friends!