I have been a fitness buff in the past. Even taught a fitness class...

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I am now 142 lbs at 5'7". i am still a size six so this is not exactly a crime. My problem is that I have been a much leaner size 5-6 since I was 14 years old. Even after having 4 children! I was 118 when I moved in with my fiancee' and 143 when we split up a year and a half later. I moved to LA shed the weight, got back into pole dancing, even started teaching a pole dancing for fitness class in the Valley. Now when I came home after those four months I was back down to 118 lbs. In a month and a half I was back to 134 and now I am back over 140. I had lost 11 pounds and was back down to 129 a couple months ago before the holiday season. And the fact that my fiancee' and I got off work hours apart allowed me to get to the gym regularly and work out while I was waiting on him. Now I have lost my job and I am not getting out as much. Also not rollerblading to the bus and to work off of the bus anymore. Anybody have any suggestions for me. I am thinking that there has got to be a happy middle ground here. Included here is a photo of me when I was just starting to put the weight on with my fiancee at the end of 2004