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Life is full of struggle and one has to keep on working out ways and means to meet the ends. Happiness lies in that - a flash.

Well i think you made the right choice by asking for help. I havn't any quick fix solutions, but i understand for anything good to happen, you first must want it to happen. Build a vision of what will make you happy, even if it means outting images around your room or kitchen showing what would make you happy. ie: picture of a pile of money, your children smiling for eg. I hope this is some use. Good luck.