Pseudo vs. Real, Serious Relationships: Which one are you in?

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I have to share that long before my Jake and I got back together,I have had numerous 'pseudo' relationships- relationships that had given me temporary comfort and fear. I thought, then, that that would make me happy , but eventually, I realized that I was only hurting myself. I was buying me some cheap love and investing my heart on something that would not last for long. I knew I was giving so much of myself when there were 'no strings attached' to catch me if I should fall. I questioned God several times, why, everytime I felt i was ready to love again, guys would just drop me like a hot potato.....was I not good enough? I thought God didn't hear me and so I believed I was doomed for life. And this painful pattern went on for several years. I did not understand. But God did hear me. He even spoke to me but I just failed to listen to His voice in my heart. When I had been busy searching for the 'right' one, He was busy preparing the man that I was bound to love. And it was the same man I have loved for so long and prayed so hard for. Now i know that God did answer my prayers. And he answered all my queries, too - why He allowed me to get hurt with my previous relationships. He knew I would not be entirely happy with just 'so-so' guys. I had to get hurt for me to realize all these things. He had it all planned. He truly has the perfect wisdom. How about you? Which of these relationships you want yourself to be in?- pseudo relationships that others find convenient, fun and practical or you'd rather be involved in serious 'commitment' relationships? The choice is all yours.