Sometimes I think I'm insane.

United States
January 7, 2007 12:59am CST
Seriously. Sometimes I wonder about my sanity. Like sometimes I'm all down and whatever, but then sometimes, like now, I'm practically bouncing off the walls. And when I post or write emails like this... Ooh boy. There's no telling what'll come out. I just start typing whatever I think, no matter how weird it is. And the worst part is how I expect people to totally understand the ramblings of a madwoman. Even I don't get it all the time. I'll probably read this tomorrow and think "dang, what was I on?" It's like I'm high or something. But I don't get high. Seriously. I know you're probably thinking, "yeah, right. She's freakin flyin she's so high." But really, I'm not. I'm just really, really weird. And I'm not tweakin on caffeine, either. Sometimes that happens to people, but really, I've been doin straight chocolate milk all day. Mmmmmm, calci-licious...... I mean, I try to be serious sometimes. I have been for the past few days. But for some reason, I'm like way giddy tonight. And nothing happened or anything. Just a normal, boring night. So what do I do? Go insane, of course! Don't worry. My walls have nice, soft padding. That lady said the padding is a benefit. Mwah. Ugh, see what I mean? Just stupid ramblings! Sometimes it drives me crazy. er. Crazy - er. Meh. I think that's enough lamosity for tonight. That's not a real word, I don't think. Lamosity. I made that up. Anyway, I'm gonna hit the submit button thing now. I'll probably read this in the morning and be mortified and terribly embarassed. Oh well.
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@Stephanie5 (2947)
• United States
7 Jan 07
Share some of what you are smoking, PLEASE!! Just Kidding!!! lol. I totally understand where you are coming from, I'm kind of the same way. I usually write it in a notebook and never show anyone though, lol. I think we are all crazy, just some show more than others, you know? Well, I'm hitting the submit button too now, before I say something that I will regret, if I haven't already! Have a great day!
• United States
8 Jan 07
Oh my gosh, I'm so glad I'm not the only one! I have a tendency to make my lunacy public. Sometimes on my myspace, sometimes while IMing friends. And last night...by making some psycho post here. But at least I'm not alone.
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• United States
13 Apr 07
Thank you for the best response! I really appreciate it! Have a wonderful day!