how can i take this someone pls. tell me

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im 23 y/o im the eldest i have 2 sisters. were living in a happy and comfortable life when my father decided to leave us and stopped on supporting us financially. Being the eldest im in charge now of all the problems here in our home financially and emotionally i have to pretend thats its o.k for me but i cant handle all the responsibilities that was left to me by my father what shall i do when im with my family i always smile and say to them that everythings gaonna be fine but when im alone cant help but cry coz i dont think i can do this alone