why i come here to pour ...

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why i come here to pour ... So many people come to read this post, and express what you really think about it, i want to say thanks to you all! This moment, i feel comforted to pour my truth out here. Frankly, i'm in mess. Although my "He" divorsed, he loved me very much, and hoped to have the baby, he was really good. My parents forced me to go hospital and cruelly let me give up my baby., exactly, i went to have the operation beyond his expectation. I admit that i was unable to save my baby, for i couldn't hurt my parents to die... My "He" carzily berated me when he knew it, and i realized that i deeply hurt him. He said my parents let him feel shameful and self- regreted. It's true that i had to make a choice between my parents and him. For my parents? For him? ... We are still mad in love, My parent seriously disagree though. I know i can't leave the one whom i once had a baby with!!! He was my first man at all. He always encourage me that things will be clear....I believe so. Sometimes, i feel hated, 'cause i don't understand why all people treat me and my baby so cruel. I hate them as i think of my unseen baby. My baby, maybe, she has become an Angel surrouding me!