I feel good!!!

I keep telling people that all the time, Too, but its better when someone who is actually in the same place tells them that its going to be better. Good luck, and I'm glad you have a doctor who cares enough to listen to you and try to fix things. many will just insist you keep taking your meds, or up the dosage so the peson is just a zombie. i have a friend whose doctor was using her as a test subject for years without her knowledge. she lost her husband and children because of it, cannot work, and still has bouts of saddness. If her daughters hadn't got her to sign over her power of attorney to them when the youngest turned 18, she would have probably killed herself by now. They reported the doctor to the medical board, and they did absolutely nothing! She now goes to the psychiatry department of a teaching hospital, sees a different resident or med student every time, but is getting better, consistent care.

That is fantastic news, it's great that you have a supportive wife and a cooperative doctor who have assisted you in getting back 'on track'. As someone who has gone through some 'low points' in their life I am aware of how difficult it can be to get to a place where you feel happy, and I just wanted to say congratulations on your success, it sounds like you have worked very hard for it.

That's great peaches hope you continue along that road for a long time to come!

Well i take it every weekend and at during festival months i never miss vacations, that my best depression relieving out of mechanical life.