Getting Married & Loss in the Sauce

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I'm planning a wedding for July of this year(2007) & one I'm nervous as all crap. Two I don't know where to start.(But I do know this I refuse to get my dress until I drop @ least 2 sizes)I'm dieting exercising and all that stuff. I set my budget. But the thing is all my family live in NJ and I moved to NC. I know even though everyone is saying oh I'm coming and thinks like that. Sometimes I feel like I shouldn't even have a wedding because I don't think any of my family is going to show. Now the groom's family I know alot of them are going to be there. But I feel why should I have a wedding if no one on my side shows. "Is it wrong of me to feel like this?" "Should I go on with this wedding?" I'm so stressed out about this I don't know what to do. I'm up with any advise. Thanks in advance