i feel SUICIDAL.can someone help

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hi.i am an average joe.initially i never felt like this but these days no matter i try to do,everything goes wrong.I dont know since when have i been feeling like this but these days i really feel i should go to the top of my apartment and just jump.i always have been a good student and i have always worked hard.only in the last semester i topped my college and my parents were proud of me.then i thought if i worked even more i would be able to top the university but then i slipped down to the 10th rank and i promise that i have never worked harder in my entire life.Sometimes i feel like GOD himself is trying to ruin me.EVERYTHING i do goes wrong,no matter how hard i try.can someone please suggest me what can i do.Any help would be appreciated